Spoiler

I went to see Remember Me tonight.
I was sort of expecting it to be some kind of chick flick.
The one where something good happens.
Then something bad happens.
Then it ends well.
And this one didn't.
Well. it did. and it didn't.
I enjoyed the movie quite a bit.
I left the theater thinking about lyfe and death.
It really made me want to live my lyfe to the fullest.
Right now I'm a little down.
You never know when death is going to happen.
I love my friends so so much.
I'm more than thankful that Cole has been there for me.
He's the one person that I can always, always talk to.
and look forward to seeing.
We have a lot of the same views on things.
It's good to talk to someone lyke that.
Always agreeing.
Always having something to say.
I know I shouldn't be sad right now.
It's going to be a difficult night.
One with barely any sleep.

I miss it though.
I miss him so much.
I hate that most of my posts are about this.
But who else am I supposed to say it to.
If not for myself.

I love you.