Thought it was going to KILL me.

I've never felt so anxious in my lyfe!!!
I threw a pack of cigarettes out of my car yesterday.
On my way to Gilmer.
Sure sure it seemed lyke a good idea at the TYME.
But now. I want one.
I'm going to refrain.
I doubt I can make it past this weekend without one though.
Just being in a car makes me want a cigarette.
Maybe if I drove someone else's car I wouldn't.
Someone going to lend me their car?
I haven't made cupcakes in a while.
I think it's my kitchen that is discouraging me.
I really want to make some chocolate ones with peanut butter.
Just haven't done it yet.
I did make a coconut cake though.
Quite delicious.
It was much better warm though.
Going to Denton this weekend.
Going to spend tyme with my Bob Nasty.
I do so love him

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