talk talk talk

I was listening to my friend at work talk about getting married.
And I have this sinking feeling that I'm supposed to be involved in this conversation.
Lyke I'm supposed to say, 'oh yeah I remember when he proposed to me it was the best day of my lyfe.'
Things will get better, I know.
I just don't know if I'll ever get to that point again where I say, 'i would totally marry this guy.'
For now, I'm just trying to keep myself busy.
Extremely busy actually.
I have to.
I can't stand to be alone.

Thank goodness for the fff.

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